Sometimes
I feel everything
And it’s
all just too much
I feel the world
weighing me down
I feel me
collapse
piece
by piece
in exhaustion
My mind, my heart, my soul
I feel dead
I’m just a corpse
with a pulse
walking around
pretending
like I have any idea
of what the hell
is going on
In a daze
pretending
like I have the
slightest clue
as to what
to fix first
I am slipping away
I feel myself falling
I am losing ground quickly
I don’t know how
to ask for help
It’s different this time
I don’t know where
to start
I am dizzy
I am screaming inside
My chest is tight
My eyes are damp
I keep licking my lips
I am thirsty
I don’t know what the fuck to do
The minutes are
like hours
I just want to fall apart
And I don’t know
how to hold myself
together anymore
I have to get a fucking grip
I have to get away
from myself
and pull myself
together
Wake up
but be patient
with yourself
Love you
Fill your cup first
Take a good look
over because that’s
one hell of a fall
Step away from the ledge
And just breathe
drink some water
and grab your chapstick
I have to talk to myself like
I am a toddler
trying to eat peas with a fork
then picking them
between my fingers instead
The chaos is fixed
I can think through this
I just need to
drown out all
the other noise
I digress and this is why I am here
Too many fucking thoughts all at once
I need my devils to either shush for a minute or shout something good
The way I can
I will
Remember who the fuck you ARE!!
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