Like water

They say it is normal to feel torn, when your future is uncertain.

I’ve felt torn apart my whole life. And even that statement is grossly understated. 

I see again with fresh eyes, but also eyes that have seen too much and somehow not enough.

There is a storm brewing inside me. And I ready for whatever awaits me. 

I held myself down, locked away in the blurriness of uncertainty, waiting for the fates to let my life unfold as it will.

It’s been good, it’s been bad, it’s been indifferent, but it is my life. And I don’t want to wait on the fates anymore. I have shown the world, my world, who I am and what I am capable of; amazing and terrible things.

It’s time to carve my way through the rocks like water, and pour myself into my dreams.