You're Hot then You're Cold

It's a little like a Katy Perry song, to be honest. One moment it's hot, the next it's ice cold. So much up and down and no sense of security or feeling of whether a connection is even still there. I'm left without clues, no calls, no texts, no conversation that might lead to where this is going. I feel completely pushed away. An act of desperation though not clear as to the why. I feel disrespected. Left to my own devices, thoughts and resolutions ain't always pretty for me, but I am a survivor. Make no mistake about it!