There are times when I stayed and I should have left. And there are times when I should have stayed, and still I left. There are times I over communicated all my feelings. There are times when I didn’t know how to communicate any of my feelings. There were times I was available to talk and listen, but I didn’t. There were times I wasn’t available to talk and listen, and yet I did. There were times I stayed up all night waiting to hear from someone and never did. And there were times when I should’ve stayed awake for someone to be there to listen, and I went to bed instead. 
Nobody is perfect. We all make choices that weren’t what the other person expected. Maybe we should stop living in our own prisons of expectations. Our actions and inactions have consequences. Maybe we can just be grateful for what we have, in the moment that we have it.